barely free partial prisoners

i talk a lot of shit about not trying
but i still leave nervous messages for girls i am in love with
and there's just no way to quell that feeling i get
like i'm automatically assuming something that i wasn't assuming whatsoever
and maybe the reason i got that never-gonna-be-quite-enough complex
is that i'll never be quite enough
for me

here i thought emotions were laid to rest
there i swore i just wouldn't overreact
now i'm at least somewhat sure it was a misunderstanding

miss understanding ?

we'll see.